Manusia jenis tak rasa bersalah tak tepati janji

Kalau dah janji dengan A nak pergi bazar ramadhan sama-sama. Tup-tup cancel, pergi dengan B pulak. Apekehal nyer? Mau je aku lempang. Fikir takmau kurang pahala puasa je. 

Dari fb *English version

SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?"
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?"
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make RM100 an hour."
SON: "Oh! (With his head down).
SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow RM50?"
The father was furious.
DAD: "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

DAD: "Are you asleep, son?"

SON: "No daddy, I'm awake".
DAD: "I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier. It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM50 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.
SON: "Oh, thank you daddy!"
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

DAD: "Why do you want more money if you already have some?"

SON: "Because I didn't have enough, but now I do.

"Daddy, I have RM100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

 

~Sincerely to my future husband:

___________________________

Pose wehh

Minggu-minggu yang sibuk dah berakhir.
Mula episod baru berpraktikum di Kota Sarang Semut. *sigh

Esok Ramadhan. Syukur Allah masih temukan aku dengan Ramadhan.
Ada juga terlintas dalam kepala, aku ditemukan dengan Ramadhan atau tidak tahun ni?
Terutamanya bila mengenangkan dosa-dosa. MasyaAllah.
Mungkin Allah masih hidupkan nafas aku untuk Ramadhan kali ini supaya aku boleh 'bayar' balik semua 'hutang' aku padaNya.
Hutang tinggal solat, hutang wang ringgit, beribadah, solat hajar, baca Al-Quran, berdoa dan bertasbih.
So. Jangan cakap aje. Buat betul-betul weh!
hehe.

*Hmmm. rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuunye kat mak & abah. Nak buat video kat utube la. 

i can't believe i mess up

Pagi-pagi bangun lambat.
Lecturer tanya soalan, tak tahu jawapan.
Makan tengahari mahal.
Petang tidur ponteng kelas 2 jam.
Nak sedut ink kuning dalam cartridge printer, terus jahanam satu cartridge.
Tangan melekat ink. 
Bukak hard disk, semua fail assignment hilang.
Tidur, selesema sampai meleleh-leleh air hidung.

Great day huh?

Terima kasih semua.

Weekend yang lepas ni balik rumah along.
Haish..cepat betul masa jalan.
Jumaat-Ahad. Sekejap sangat berlalu. Taktau nak cakap apa.
MasyaAllah? Astaghfirullahalazim? Subhanallah? Entahlah.
Kagum dengan kekuasaan Allah menggerakkan 24 jam sehari.
Resah pun ada sebab masa berlalu terlalu pantas.
Rasa macam baru je lepas main-main dengan budak kecik Adha&Amzar tu. 
Hmm. *sengih sekejap.

Balik rumah along. Pack sangat. Penat. 
Macam-macam yang jadi dalam masa yang singkat tu.
Jumpa dengan macam-macam orang yang tak sangka.
Macam-macam urusan yang dah selesai.
Tapi. Happy sangat. 

Entahlah.
Kali ni rasa something yang lain.
Rasa macam sederhananya keluarga along ni.
Biasa-biasa saja mereka ni.

Tapi.
Sederhananya tu nampak cukup dan gembira sahaja.
Semua terima diri masing-masing seadanya, dan cuba memperbaiki diri masing-masing.
Dari yang paling kecil sampai yang paling tua.
Masing-masing mainkan peranan.
Dan aku pun rasa aku sebahagian daripada ahli keluarga kecil Along dan Abg Long tu.

Tak tahulah apa yang boleh aku balas sebagai tanda mengenang jasa mereka sepangjang 5 tahun setengah aku di utara semenanjung ni.
Hanya Allah yang dapat membalasnya.
"Terima kasih semua" ucapan yang sentiasa aku ungkap ketika bergerak pulang dari rumah kecil mereka.
Walaupun mereka anggap itu tak perlu, maklumlah darah daging sendiri.
Biarlah.
Aku tetap ingin ucap. Terima kasih semua. 

Misi Unfriend gagal

Misi meng-unfriend kenalan di facebook gagal. =.="
Kenapa la dulu aku main approve je kalau ada request.
Bila tersedar rasa macam tak selamat je facebook tu,
takut friendlist tu ada yang hackers ke, account palsu ke, takut la pulak.
So ambik kesempatan online kat rumah along yang internet laju berdezup ni.
Tapi dah 3 jam. Tak habis-habis lagi.. =.="
ayyyooo..penatla. 
Menyesal kawan ramai sangat.
Macam ni artis. Fuhh

Quote di FB hari ini

Kalau Allah tak sayang kita dah lama Dia ambil nyawa kita waktu kita tengah syok buat dosa.

Tapi sebab Dia sayanglah Dia bagi kita masa untuk bertaubat.

Manusia yang hidup tanpa kasih sayang Allah Taala adalah orang yang paling rugi di muka bumi ini.